{"id":656,"date":"2012-10-13T06:31:12","date_gmt":"2012-10-13T11:31:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.rickspicscorner.com\/blog\/?p=656"},"modified":"2012-10-13T06:31:53","modified_gmt":"2012-10-13T11:31:53","slug":"the-one-where-i-share-early-morning-thoughts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.artistrichardcuster.com\/blog\/the-one-where-i-share-early-morning-thoughts\/","title":{"rendered":"The One Where I Share Early Morning Thoughts"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Sorry for the post title modeled after &#8220;Friends&#8221; episode titles.\u00a0 I just couldn&#8217;t help it.<\/p>\n<p>My Aesthetics of Faith class has definitely been very interesting and insightful.\u00a0 This particular course seems to be trying to answer the question as to why we create art.\u00a0 This is not the same as exploring religion and faith in art, as I&#8217;m sure many thought it would entail.\u00a0 Anyone who thought that surely must not have thought about the fact that art history survey courses cover that subject very extensively.<\/p>\n<p>The current unit is on objects of power and how we create them in order to strengthen or affirm our personal beliefs.\u00a0 Part of the student work for this unit was, to say the least, one of my more unusual assignments.\u00a0 We had to, first thing every morning, write for 15 minutes our thoughts on creative, creativity, and creation.\u00a0 We had to this before doing anything else, although we were given permission to have a cup of coffee if necessary.\u00a0 We had to do this for two solid weeks for a total of 14 entries.\u00a0 This exercise proved to be interesting.\u00a0 Now, I am going to share my journal entries with you.\u00a0 Without further ado, here are my thoughts on Creative, Creativity, and Creation (all 14 entries)<\/p>\n<p><em>28 Sep 2012<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Well, we were told to write first thing after getting up, so here I am, writing. I\u2019m still trying to burn through the fog of sleep, so I can\u2019t promise anything in terms of quality.\u00a0 We are supposed to ponder the terms \u201ccreative,\u201d \u201ccreativity,\u201d and \u201ccreation.\u201d I\u2019m guessing he wants us to do this writing first thing each morning (before coffee, before email, before Facebook, before televsion, etc) so that our minds are uncorrupted by other influences.\u00a0 That makes complete sense; although now I\u2019m going to have to slightly adjust must my schedule in order to give myself time to complete this assignment.\u00a0 I\u2019m interested in seeing where this goes.\u00a0 As for the terms themselves (the point of this assignment), I will admit that I am not thinking about them at all at this point any further than the fact that they are the point of the exercise.\u00a0 Although, this entry is a creation\u2026\u00a0 how about that for getting started already?\u00a0 At this point I need some serious help cutting through the fog of sleep, so I will cut this first entry short.\u00a0 I wonder if I will post this to my blog.<\/p>\n<p><em>29 Sep 2012<\/em><\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s the second day of this experiment and I find myself once again cutting through the fog of sleep.\u00a0 I still haven\u2019t looked up the definition of the words we are supposed to be pondering.\u00a0 Perhaps I can start with giving my take on their definitions.\u00a0 Creation is simply the acting of creating something\u2026\u00a0\u00a0 i.e. making a tangible thing from the concept.\u00a0 This essay is a creation \u2013 the concept for its content was in my head and now it\u2019s on paper.\u00a0 Creative, to me, is the formation of the genesis of a new concept.\u00a0 The concept of this assignment was creative on the part of the professor, while the concept of this particular entry was creative on the part of myself.\u00a0 Creativity, to me, is the degree of originality possessed by a concept or its creation.\u00a0 In the previous unit we all had to give a presentation on how an artist used space, however, one person approached it differently and talked about a particular installation used space.\u00a0 Although he did not follow the directions (and honestly I don\u2019t think he really answered the questions posed by the assignment), his approach to it was very original, thereby having a high degree of creativity.<\/p>\n<p>At this point I\u2019m pondered how I\u2019m going to create the pile of wood that was planned for today (I was going to start trimming a tree today).\u00a0 It\u2019s raining and I guess I\u2019m going to have to wait.\u00a0 Hopefully later today I will get a chance to start that task.\u00a0 At this point, I will close this entry and, hopefully, cut through the fog of sleep a little more.<\/p>\n<p><em>30 Sep 2012<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I do so desperately want to go back to bed.\u00a0 It\u2019s Sunday morning and I was up late last night working on some photos from the UH football game yesterday and the fog of sleep is pretty thick right now.\u00a0 Creation happened last night \u2013 I created a set of photographs that helped tell the narrative of the UH win over Rice yesterday.\u00a0 As far as creativity, well, people have been doing this for years.\u00a0 I suppose you could say that my narrative is unique from some of the others that were there doing the same thing.\u00a0 Creative?\u00a0 Forget about it.\u00a0 Unless I was trying to weave a tale of corruption and such, there was not much really creative about it.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s just as well I haven\u2019t looked up the dictionary definitions of the three words at this point.<\/p>\n<p>My wife is creating a pot of coffee right now.\u00a0 I don\u2019t even drink the stuff and I find myself wanting some.\u00a0 Well, I\u2019m stopping this entry now.\u00a0 One of my dogs wants to come back into the house.<\/p>\n<p><em>1 October<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been racking my brain to come up with thoughts, but this is the best I can do right now.\u00a0 I need to be able to refer back to these definitions in order to give myself an unhindered basis.<\/p>\n<p>Creative \u2013<\/p>\n<p>1. having the quality or power of <a href=\"http:\/\/dictionary.reference.com\/browse\/create\">creating<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>2. resulting from originality of thought, <a href=\"http:\/\/dictionary.reference.com\/browse\/expression\">expression<\/a>, etc.; imaginative: creative writing.<\/p>\n<p>3. originative; productive (usually followed by of ).<\/p>\n<p>4. Facetious . using or <a href=\"http:\/\/dictionary.reference.com\/browse\/create\">creating<\/a> \u00a0exaggerated or skewed data, information, etc.: creative bookkeeping.<\/p>\n<p>Creativity &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>1. the state or quality of being <a href=\"http:\/\/dictionary.reference.com\/browse\/creative\">creative<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>2. the ability to transcend traditional ideas, rules, patterns, relationships, or the like, and to create meaningful new ideas, forms, methods, interpretations, etc.; originality, progressiveness, or imagination: the need for creativity in modern industry; creativity in the performing arts.<\/p>\n<p>3. the process by <a href=\"http:\/\/dictionary.reference.com\/browse\/which\">which<\/a>\u00a0one utilizes <a href=\"http:\/\/dictionary.reference.com\/browse\/creative\">creative<\/a> \u00a0ability: Extensive reading stimulated his creativity.<\/p>\n<p>Creation &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>1. the act of producing or causing to exist; the act of <a href=\"http:\/\/dictionary.reference.com\/browse\/create\">creating<\/a>; \u00a0engendering.<\/p>\n<p>2. the fact of being <a href=\"http:\/\/dictionary.reference.com\/browse\/create\">created<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>3. something that is or has been <a href=\"http:\/\/dictionary.reference.com\/browse\/create\">created<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>4. the Creation, the original bringing into existence of the universe by God.<\/p>\n<p>5. the world; universe.<\/p>\n<p><em>2 Oct 12<\/em><\/p>\n<p>It turns out I wasn\u2019t too far off in my assessments of the words.\u00a0 There exist, however, some nuances to the definitions that change them around.\u00a0 It\u2019s hard to think right now, especially since I overslept and now have other things on my mind.\u00a0 This is it for today\u2019s entry as I have other things to do.<\/p>\n<p><em>3 Oct 12<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m running late.\u00a0 I&#8217;m just entering this now in order to let you know that I&#8217;m not skipping the assignment.\u00a0 Let&#8217;s hope I can make it into class on time.<\/p>\n<p><em>4 October 2012<\/em><\/p>\n<p>So yesterday I saw a sculpture project on the grounds at the Fine Arts building.\u00a0 This particular project was a broken mirror lying on the dirt between the concrete sidewalk and the building itself.\u00a0 The pieces looked as if they were carefully cut, with each cut considered.\u00a0 I wondered from where the idea to do this came and how this related to creation.\u00a0 Concept aside, this is a demonstration that creation does not happen in a vacuum.\u00a0 In the larger physical universe there is a finite amount of material, and that creation of one thing requires the \u201cdestruction\u201d of another.\u00a0 While creativity doesn\u2019t involve destruction, it also cannot happen in a vacuum.\u00a0 This is where things start to get a little deep for the fog of sleep, and admittedly, I didn\u2019t spend much time developing these thoughts yesterday.\u00a0 This is definitely something to think about and perhaps discuss in tomorrow\u2019s entry.\u00a0 As for now I have things to do.<\/p>\n<p><em>5 October<\/em><\/p>\n<p>First off, it&#8217;s Friday.\u00a0 It feels good to not have to worry about rushing this morning, but I still have to do this.\u00a0 I&#8217;ve been thinking a lot about destruction and creation and how you can&#8217;t have one without the other.\u00a0 I&#8217;m having trouble breaking through the fact that it&#8217;s a back and forth thing&#8230;\u00a0 it&#8217;s almost as if I&#8217;m on the verge of a truth but can&#8217;t quite get there.\u00a0 I guess what I&#8217;m saying is at this point I don&#8217;t have anything new to add other than to reiterate what I&#8217;ve already said.\u00a0 I&#8217;ve been treating creativity and creative as components of creation thus far.\u00a0 I wonder if I&#8217;m missing something there as well.\u00a0 Let&#8217;s see how the day goes before I move along.<\/p>\n<p><em>6 October 12<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Saturday&#8230;\u00a0 college football is what I have on my mind today.\u00a0 I love football.\u00a0 I wish I could have played in high school.\u00a0 I got to play a little when I was in the Air Force (intramural&#8230;\u00a0 I played offensive line, even though I was short).\u00a0 The coaching was a good example of creativity.\u00a0 It was up to the coach to help us find ways to exploit the other team&#8217;s weaknesses within the confines of the game rules.\u00a0 Of course, the standard run, run, pass, punt if necessary, wasn&#8217;t going to win many games.\u00a0 It was up to the coach to devise formations and plays to help in the execution of the game.\u00a0 It was the product of his creative mind (the plays he created) that helped us create more opportunities to win the game.\u00a0 This is an example of how creativity can spawn creation.\u00a0 This also demonstrates how creativity can have a cascade on future events. Creativity also drives history.\u00a0 I realize these aren&#8217;t very deep thoughts, but it&#8217;s the best I can come up with right now.\u00a0 Time to move on to other things today.<\/p>\n<p><em>7 Oct<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Fuck!\u00a0 I just woke up from a dream that has me shaking a little bit.\u00a0 I dreamt that something had happened that set into motion a slow un-creation of our physical universe.\u00a0 Slowly, atom-by-atom, the universe was just disappearing, as in their existence was being erased.\u00a0 I was with my wife when the process reached us.\u00a0 My wife had her hand over mine as we watched the jar I was holding slowly disappear.\u00a0 I just remember saying I hope it doesn\u2019t hurt.\u00a0 I woke up when the jar completely disappeared.\u00a0 I cannot write anymore today.\u00a0 I need to come down from this dream.<\/p>\n<p><em>8 October 2012<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I used to have contact with a record label called Creator\/Destructor Records.\u00a0 I had always considered the dichotomy as a play on good vs evil and how one side built while the other side sought to destroy.\u00a0 Looking back at the past week and a half of thinking about this, my view on that is changing.\u00a0 When we think of creativity, there is a little bit of destruction involved in that process.\u00a0 One has to devise how they are going to destroy the original material in the process of re-purposing the same for their work.\u00a0 When we think of the visual arts, we can see this most readily in sculpture.\u00a0 Even in painting and drawing the materials used are transformed from one state to another, never to be reverted.\u00a0 This is the essence of destruction, really \u2013 the permanent change (often for worse) of something.\u00a0 It makes me wonder if people realize that this even happens in the digital realm.\u00a0 The destruction does occur, although it is more widespread yet very much more subtle than in the physical realms of creativity and creation.\u00a0 Well, it\u2019s time to find a way to wake up a little more.\u00a0 See you tomorrow.<\/p>\n<p><em>9 October<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I really haven\u2019t though about anything concerning creativity, creative, and creation in the past 24 hours.\u00a0 All I really want to do at this point is go back to bed.<\/p>\n<p><em>10 Oct<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Yesterday I said there was a bit of destruction involved in creation.\u00a0 I just adjust that and say that creation and destruction are constant.\u00a0 I believe I said the other day that creativity does not happen in a vacuum (as it is influence by our own experience).\u00a0 Creation also does not happen in a vacuum.\u00a0 Let&#8217;s look at the ultimate scientific theory of creation, ie the Big Bang.\u00a0 All matter in the universe was at once contained in and eventually sprung forth from a singularity.\u00a0 I wonder if it&#8217;s also the same for the void (for is not the void something as well?), but I&#8217;ll leave that to the scientists.\u00a0 The point is, that singularity, whatever its components, was destroyed in the process of creating our physical universe.\u00a0 Admittedly, I don&#8217;t know the prevailing theory of Intelligent Design, although I would venture to guess that it&#8217;s the story of Adam and Eve as found in the Bible.\u00a0 From there we were created from a vacuum.\u00a0 As for me, personally, I&#8217;m not sure what to believe.\u00a0 Evolution seems real enough, but I think we have had some help along the way.<\/p>\n<p><em>11 October<\/em><\/p>\n<p>So we have reached the end of the assignment.\u00a0 I honestly didn\u2019t think I could keep this up.\u00a0 I\u2019m a little proud of myself for what I did accomplish.\u00a0 As far as where I\u2019ve gotten in my understanding of the three words, I feel that I understand them better, but still haven\u2019t progressed.\u00a0 I realize that it makes no sense.\u00a0 I don\u2019t know.\u00a0 The fog of sleep is still pretty heavy this morning, and I do have a bit of a headache.\u00a0 Perhaps I should continue this exercise?\u00a0 That\u2019s going to take a little bit more.\u00a0 Let\u2019s see how the rest of the week shakes out before I do that.<\/p>\n<p>&lt;End of Journal&gt;<\/p>\n<p>The dream was not added for dramatic affect.\u00a0 The dream I had really did occur.\u00a0 I was pretty frightened by it.\u00a0 In fact, it has unconsciously influence my vision over the past week.\u00a0 Where this goes is anyone&#8217;s guess.\u00a0 I will talk more about this as time goes one.\u00a0 For now, however, I will leave you with a creation\/destruction event that I was able to capture.\u00a0 This was a sculpture from one of the basic sculpture classes (they all put their projects in the courtyard for about 2 weeks after completion).\u00a0 The sculpture has been removed, but it still plays with my mind.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.artistrichardcuster.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/10\/BW9-1012-005.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone 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